|I JUST WANT HER BACK IN MY ARMS!
||[Nov. 21st, 2004|05:23 pm]
|||||crying and missing her...||]|
|||||The Early November : Fluxy||]|
FUCK! I can't take it anymore. I can't be near these fucks. I'm sick of living with a family that hates me. I'm sick of being hit. Sick of being critisized and looked down at. Sick of being pushed out of the way because I'm not the same as them. Sick of them treating me like garbage and making me feel like im ugly and worthless and i dont do anything right. I hate it. All I want is to be with Lisa. That's all I ask. And I can't even have that right now. I have to wait. 8 LONG MONTHS. I don't know if I can handle it. I don't know how much more abuse I can take. *scream* I need Lisa. I love Lisa.